she is nervous as she keeps her head turned ~ not wanting to look towards that bridge ~ not wanting to feel the disappointment if he doesn’t show up ~ wearing her newest gown Jane by Poet’s Heart her heart is beating so fast and she is holding her breath ~ she cannot even begin to imagine as she stands still and waits ~ will he still feel the same as time has moved on rapidly ~ will he still keep his promise to meet her in the middle of the bridge where they last stood before he left to go on his mission…one last thought that he has forgotten her, forgotten the promises, forgotten the kiss that he said was so passionate and memorable. oh I am scared but I will wait…

The gown is from my newest Sponsor Poet’s Heart ~ the owner is also a classmate from the Visionaire class that we just finished ~ this gown Jane comes with a unique texture Hud that you will be able to get a fresh look each time you put it on ~ love that as it is more bang for your Lindens ~ fits well on my Maitreya body and if you are into Fantasy or Medieval this should be a staple in your closet. I truly appreciate Nim letting me wear and blog her clothing ~ she is also on Marketplace so look below for the links ~ one final note this was shot at Thirlmere where my friend Sethos Lionheart does an amazing job creating lush forests and so many photo ops.

Poet’s Heart Marketplace

Poet’s Heart Main

Head ~ Lelutka/EvoX – Avalon
Hair ~ Fabia/Heather *gacha
Skin ~ Heron/Fernanda *Lait
Ears ~ {Aii} Fantasy Fae
Outfit Poet’s Heart Jane

pets know better…

yes these are our pets ~ nope we can’t traditionally walk them as you see each have wings along with the love just to sit on our shoulders. Dena and I think they are feeling sorry for us as they stare at our faces with cuts and bruises that neither of us are going to explain to you ~ yet it is harder to say oh just was a mild accident ~ YEAH right mild accident my foot! was my idea to plant flowers on the side of the cliff thinking this would be easy peasy…NOT!!! Dena gets a headache just thinking about it but look I am the one with the stitches…just won’t go into all the details but looking at the cliff now that was a pretty stooopid idea…especially when Grumpy my fluttercat along with Dena’s dragon Max flew around us screaming warnings that yes we ignored ~ their tiny voices just did not penetrate our brain until we were tumbling down and landing hard on the beach. shrugging my shoulders and cringing at the memory we learned again the hard way that we did something very stupid and lucky that stitches and bruises were all we got…that is why wearing these cropped sweatshirts were absolutely appropriate ~ sighs loudly ~ anyway Dena is nudging me to just stop talking about it so I will and remind you to stick around for who knows what ~ hugzz ♥

Shot at our home using SamPoses “Best Friends” a cute pose that was at a recent event and will be in stores soon ~ they have some exciting news coming up that I will share very shortly…

SamPoses Main

Head ~ Lelutka-EvoX/Avalon
Hair ~ Limerence-Patricia ~ (D) EXXESS-Gin
Body ~ Maitreya/tweaked
Skin ~ [7DS] Gemstone (D) Hopefully
Dena and I are both wearing Cropped Hoodies by NG ~ Dena is wearing NG’s
Short Shorts Fade ~ [G-SHOT] AREI Skirt ~
Shoulder Pets
Grumpy is by KittyCatS! ~ Dena’s Max is from Dragonworks


Arms filled with bags and bags filled with all the Friday sales ~ yesss its the start of my shopping ~ well its not a lot really as seems my bank account is wobbling on the broke side LOL but gotta go out and look at all the sales as today is my RL birthday and what better way to celebrate than go shopping in SL ~ will be a very quiet RL one as my friends went out of town and we spent the other day going out for an early birthday celebration ~ this morning I opened the cards they each brought me as they know I always wait till the day just like I do on Christmas and no I never peek or try to guess as I love surprises and am giddy with the gift cards that I received to put towards my crafting LOL ~ yes I admit that am a crafter the ones that take and repurpose items into something even better ~ anyway I always love the weekends as the sales really provide so much that I wait to buy clothes, poses and whatever hehehe ~ starting Friday there is the Fifty Linden, then Saturday Sale along with Happy Weekend and Secret Sunday ~ thats a lot so usually I try to save up just for that but looking at my account this weekend there won’t be a lot of shopping ~ oh well it is what it is hehehe ~ by the way this pose “Glam by studiOneiro was fun to use as well show you that most poses you can put your imagination and get more bang for those hard earned Lindens using it different ways ~ nice set of Glamor poses that you can either go to their main store or get it on Marketplace ~ both LM’s will be below ~ btw the outfit top and skirt were on the Dirty Discounts for 69L and I will include the LM for that but hurry that price doesn’t last long at all !! till next time enjoy ~ hugzz♥

studiOneiro Marketplace

Main store


Shot at Backdrop City using backdrop by Rama
and Glam #3 by studiOneiro

Head ~ Lelutka/EvoX/Avalon
Hair ~ Truth – Opium
Body ~ Maitreya
Hat ~ Stray Dog ~ wide brim
Skin ~ Koonz – Lucky/Summer EvoX ~ on sale
Outfit ~ ..::Believe::. Belly chain, Top, Choker and skirt
..::Believe::..Top Pink Balls ::.. (Maitreya) Fit Mesh

looking out…

looking out into the night wondering what tomorrow will bring ~ another year older that is a given as it is my RL birthday since I am posting this today instead of last night ~ it seems so peaceful here as my dogs also sense the calmness I am feeling ~ love how SL gives you such a sense of freedom to do anything you want ~ am I the only one that would love to just jump into SL immerse myself and have no regrets hehehe ~ oh I am sure each of you have had that fleeting moment thinking the same thing yet it is what it is ~ Second Life for me gives me a lot of choices that the RW doesn’t ~ where else can you be when you slip on this gorgeous sexy gown and you take a look in the mirror knowing every bit of fabric fits perfectly ~ no bad hair days and omg all the choices of hairs like should I be a redhead today or maybe even try being a brunette ~ looking ahead I know each day will be special whether it is just sorting my ever growing inventory or turning myself into a centaur ~ even after 13 years SL still holds so many opportunities and challenges that I wonder how anyone can be bored in here as I am never that ~ and I better stop staring as the dogs need to be let out for the night to make sure the place stays safe as I sleep ~ stick around I do have another blog post to do ~ before I forget this window is part of a pose set by SamPoses called “Window” that you can purchase either on Marketplace or at their main store ~ LM’s and details will be below ~ thank you to those that take time to read my blog as it is always appreciated ~ hugzz


SamPoses Main Store

Shot at home using SamPosesWindow Pose set 5 different poses
Props also used
Weimaraner Dog Lying & Sitting -created by Hannah Kozlowski
{what next} Bellevie Chair
[Kres] Wild Gaelic Garden – Shamrock Pots

Ears ~ + Fantasy Bento b.o.m. Ears (Pixie) + {Aii}
Head ~ LeLutka EvoX AVALON 3.0
Hair ~ TRUTH/ Opium /
Outfit ~ [GIULIADESIGN] -LISANA- Top & Jeans
Body ~ Maitreya

dancing in the…

yes bestie and I had a chance just to dance in the rain ~ freeing ourselves ~ baring just ourselves as you see ~ no hair ~ no makeup ~ nothing prettified ~ just us dancing with the rain pelting down and I loved it…remembering those summer rains as a child that you didn’t worry about mascara running or hair getting soaked ~ you remembered how the rain felt and how you smiled as you twirled around and just danced ~ splashing and laughing with your friends ~ hey sometimes you just gotta dance in the rain ~ bring back those childhood memories ~

this was part of the 5 pose set “Free at last” created by studiOneiro ~ you can find it on Marketplace or at their main store ~ LM’s below ~ thanks again to my bestie for being a part of this ~ she really displays a lot of patience with me as I set up a shoot hehehe ~ thanks also to my sponsor and to those that take time to read my blog ~ hugzz ♥

studiOneiro Marketplace

Main Store

Dena and I wore the same exact items

Head ~ Lelutka/EvoX-Avalon
Body ~ Maitreya/tweaked
Ears ~ + Fantasy Bento b.o.m. Ears (Butterfly) + {Aii}
Skin ~ ~JJ~ Frost Kindred
Outfit ~ Yeliz NightStar Chained
[hh] Charlize


taking time to remember what makes a good shot ~ rule of thirds, a unique view ~ interesting windlights aka EEP now ~ and the biggest thing is a good pose ~ poses make us look good ~ honestly if not we would all just be standing there looking like sticks ~ I think besides hair I spend more money on poses along with a lot of my groups are pose stores ~ this pose set called “Birds” is from one of my favorite pose stores studiOneiro, which is also one of my sponsors. They really have some unique poses that I love the challenge of using them. This pose set is exclusive to the POSEvent that is ongoing till May 19th ~ consists of 7 bento poses ~ thanks again to Anaya Twine for creating these great poses and to you that take time to read my blog ~ hugzz


studiOneiro Main Store

Shot at my home using studiOneiro Birds Pose #1

Head ~ Lelutka/Avalon
Hair ~ {Limerence} Alyssa
Body ~ Maitreya -tweaked
Skin ~ [CHSkins] Melanie
Outfit ~ AnaSTyle ~ Delirium Skeleton Choker
Sandy -pants, top and sandals


that is my motto ~ LYF meaning love yourself first ~ years ago I had a horrible episodes with panic attacks and if you ever experienced even one you know what I am talking about ~ am not a pill popper so I found a great therapist that helped me overcome this ~ part of it was loving myself first ~ does that sound selfish to you ~ maybe but if you don’t it could lead to burn out, depression and possibly panic attacks ~ loving yourself first means taking care of YOU ~ so what if someone doesn’t like your blue hair, your face tats or even those elf ears ~ you are you as your personality will show through and if you’re an azzhole well that is a whole different issue ~ what am saying whether it is Second Life or Real Life please love yourself first ~ the above pic well some were not liking the look with the face chain and especially the ears asking me “oh are you going to start wearing those all the time ~ ummm maybe is that an issue for you…am thinking to myself oh well this is me and yes it might be different but I am still me ~ like me or not *shrugging my shoulders* it makes me happy and that is what matters…might be selfish but hey it is my Second Life ~ same with RL too as I have spikey hair w/9 earrings and a couple of tats, which am sure make people wary when they meet me yet my friends ~ true friends accept me as I am…so again am giving you these last words “LOVE YOURSELF FIRST”… this will be my last post for the next 6 days ~ as I have a RL dog sitting job that will take me away till next Thursday ~ cya then ~ hugzz ♥

have you…

have you ever spent so much time on setting up a shot, taking the pic and then you see some details that mess the final image and you need to reshoot ~ welp, that is what took place with this shot as it was not the one I planned so carefully ~ my bestie Dena and I were going to shoot this as a duo and spent a lot of time getting us situated, choosing the lighting and so on ~ most times I do not pull it up in Photoshop to see if there are anything I need to change ~ yet there is always a first time when the whole shoot just goes in the toilet ~ flowers in the background should of been moved some ~ grass lowered and I could go on but will just stop. This really is a cute pose set by SamPoses called Flowers that consists of 4 poses along with the flowers ~ now I wanted to first compliment SamPoses for making the flowers mod as I did change the size along with moving them down a little away from my face…below is the Ad for all the poses so you can get a better look ~ also have to thank Dena for always having patience as I set up the shoot even if I whine a lot doing it hehehe ~ love ya bestie! thanks again to SamPoses for giving me the opportunity to blog their poses ~ lastly always have to thank those that take time out to read my blog posts ~ hugzz

SamPoses Main Store

Shot at a private location using SamPoses Flowers #4

Body ~ Maitreya-tweaked
Brow ~ [SB] LSpring
Ears ~ ^^Swallow^^/Magic Pixie
Head ~ Lelutka/EvoX-Avalon
Hair ~ Exile/Phoebe
Skin ~ WOW/Lucy-Pearl
Outfit ~ Top-JellyRoll/Donna Vintage Tee Jeans-Blueberry Capri


this used to be one of my favorite things to do when I lived at the beach ~ get up early, grab my bike and ride to the beach, which was 10 minutes away ~ then just sit either on the beach itself or one of the benches taking a deep breath to smell the salty air. so cleansing and refreshing that it is one huge thing I miss about living at the beach…today my thoughts are all over the place ~ with hoping the dog that will be my main concern for 5 days will behave ~ to thinking why so little free apparel for men in here ~ my brother who is new to SL has very little money to spend on clothes and was depressed that he asked me why is there so much free stuff for women yet not for men…I had no answer to give him as wondered why isn’t there? There are plenty of men around yet I can see someone new not finding the quality or the items for men and just leaving SL not giving it a chance as there are more to Second Life then shopping. I will ponder more on this subject and maybe find an answer later ~ before I leave gotta say this 2 pose set called “Solitude” by SamPoses is very nice and one am glad its in my inventory. LM’s to Marketplace and to the Main store will be listed below ~ as I leave you now please know that I am very appreciative of you taking time out to read my blog posts and till next time hugzzz ♥

SamPoses Marketplace

Main Store

head ~ Lelutka/EvoX-Avalon
hair ~ Truth – Opium
skin ~ Wow – Lillyan
outfit ~ Blueberry’s Capri past FLF
::GB:: Cami tank

did you ever…

did you ever wanna be a ballerina when you grew up? I did ~ yet after taking years of ballet lessons the teacher informed me I was way too short ~ those words were in some way heartbreaking but after learning most ballet students starve themselves, their feet are basically ruined from the toe shoes I was relieved. Yet on Fly Buy Friday you can head over to SamPoses and grab this set of Ballerina poses that will make your dream come true ~ don’t I look lovely as a prima ballerina getting ready to star in my first ballet hehehe ~ but wait look below at the next image

This is also included the music box where you can be the star of your own ~ 6 poses that can be used without the box and it is on Fly Buy Friday for 100L, which OMG is a steal and if you want this in your inventory GO GRAB IT on Friday!!! Otherwise it will be on Marketplace and at the main store at a much higher price. LM will be below just remember this is only for the upcoming Friday.

SamPoses is my newest sponsor and I am happy to be able to blog their items ~ thank you for giving me this opportunity ~ and to all those that take time to read my blog posts I also thank you ♥


Shot high in the sky using SamPoses newest pose Ballerina